Stay Happie.. Cos I'll Be Dere For U!!

2009-11-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

went out for dinner ytd wif jj.. he went to cut and dye his hair.. omg!! total new look.. if u guys got a chance.. go and take a look.. dere aft we went to somewhere near my place for dinner.. surprisingly.. we chatted till 1o.. ppl are closing shops alr lor.. hahas.. den send him off to the bus stop.. lols.. he promised to send me the chingay form but till now.. not a sight of it.. >.<

today had WISP.. went to for a "blind" tour.. total darkness in tt room.. so scary~~ Aishah cling on to me.. and i went ard whacking ppl wif tt stick in my hand.. the whole journey was seriously damn dark.. couldn't even see my own hands in front of me.. luckily our guide was a rather humrous one.. so the whole journey was not tt bad.. hahas.. but if i was given the same choice again.. i will choose to go again.. is a experince for us.. lucky us tt we are Ngee Ann students.. and are attending this WISP module.. we got free entry to tt.. if not have to pay a holy sum of money to experience tt..

after tt aishah and i went to PS john little.. they are having sales.. and today is the last day.. bought lotsa things.. so happy.. dere aft.. went to catch a movie wif syuharah.. den aishah and i wenta have our lunner.. and syuharah was eating her fries.. and we headed to the orchard john little and shop again.. wahahahas.. so happy to day.. get to buy some of the stuffs tt i longed.. but tt also burns a hole in my pocket.. spent near to a $100 today.. *faints*

2009-11-01T22:48:00.003+08:00

went to walk this morning.. hell.. it was damn early.. could not wake up.. tried my ultra best to be awake alr.. hahas.. saw sth unique.. yet poor thing.. hahas.. so ke lian..

and dere was this blueblack on my hand.. ard the needle area aft my blood donation.. hell.. so big patch.. crazy sia.. super painful oso.. )': but have to REN!!! who ask me so kind-hearted.. hahas... show u those picts..

tired.. tml have to wake up early though my lesson is in the noon.. all thanx to tt jane lee in my house.. y she goes camping and i have to buy her stuffs for her?? argh.. wat to do.. tt's the life of being the eldest in the family.. haix..

2009-10-31T23:47:00.004+08:00

nice day.. but was too sleepy.. went out to study econs wif one of my besties.. she's preparing for her 'A's.. all the best to her.. we went ard Iluma trying to find one cafe to sit down and study.. but most of the cafes are too open.. OMG!! how to study like tt.. den we passed by this cafe at lvl 1.. (some Blue Mountian cafe.. can't rmb..) sat in.. order some food.. and guess wat.. we sat from morning all the way till evening.. almost 7 den we left.. food dere was not too bad.. ambience was quite nice either.. let the pictures do the talking..

Bland and tasteless soup.. got an exchanged for tt.. hahas..

nice curry rice.. not too bad..

the soup we got for an exchanged.. nicer.. but still.. too creamy..

caramel macchiato.. nice.. beta den starbucks.. hahas..

Looks nice yea?? hahas.. a very good place to nuah as well.. hahas..
supposely to leave.. but on our way to the washroom.. dere's sth tt triggers the crazy nerve of tt gal.. and i was ended up being pulled ard to be her photographer.. tt sth was actually "COSPLAY"!!! well.. she hopes tt after the chasing sessions.. i might be influence by those cosplayers.. unfortunately.. no!! i was not.. but thinking back.. i might fall in love wif a couple of them if they were in their normal clothings and not in those thick make-ups.. plus werid costumes.. they look rather manly.. hahas..

2009-10-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

it's a really really really long time since i last blog..
reason being i don have anything to say.. or i should say i dunno how to put my feelings and thinking into words..
it just don feel rite to me..

well.. school starts.. and for the past 2 years.. going to school is like nth to me.. but now.. i'm looking forward to going to school everyday.. cos all my friends are jux so funny.. and hanging out with them jux makes me laugh more than every.. hahas.. but i still miss those days when i hang out with my gals aft school during sec sch days.. we can tok almost everything.. but now-a-days.. they are all either busy with bf.. or work.. or school.. all of them do not have time.. ): so sad.. times reali flies.. looking back on those days.. it's like things tt happen ytd only.. hahas..

recently lotsa things happen as well.. and i realised one thing.. ppl reali do change aft sometime.. but temper do not change.. and tt is something tt i don understand y?? being different is fine.. but if u wan to know more ppl.. have more friend.. or even get a partner for life.. shouldn't one change their temper so tt others can accept u beta?? of course on the other hand.. pls be presentable.. if u are not presentable.. it's hard for ppl to accept u at the first look rite?? weird..

weird ppl surrounding me this few weeks..

home sweet home!!!

2008-10-13T19:20:00.017+08:00

HIII people!!! i'm back in singapore.. feeling super.. i did lotsa things there.. wanna see some pics??hahas..

see the fun that i've got?? hahas.. no regrets being dere for 6 weeks.. if possible, i would like to stay longer.. hahas.. more pics to come along.. hahas..

in china

2008-08-31T22:05:00.009+08:00

hii peeps.. I'M IN CHINA!!! Cheers for me..(like real.. bleah..) i got lots to sae..
but dunno how to start.. so i guess i'll let the pic to do the toking..

Day1..

at changi airport..

at the guang zhou airport..

while waiting for the ME students..

end of day one.. cos most of it is travelling.. :P

day2

tis dae we have reali settled down yet.. went for the school orientation early in the morining..

tt's all for the time being.. i'm going to bed now.. shall continue tml..

sian

2008-07-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

ppl.. tis is the shortest post in eva in my blog..

currently am still in sch.. tis is the last nite i'm can run the last lap for my ooad.. having been rushign it for the pass few weeks.. and the worst of all is tt more and more projects are piling up behind.. all poly peeps will know wat i'm saying and going thru now.. tis is wat i can sae as the race between me and the time.. sad..

i realise sth too.. for tis project.. i didnt put in enough effort.. perhaps i took things for granted.. haix.. aft tis self reflection.. i tink i nd to get back to work now.. though i feel like sharing wif all of u some unglam stuffs tt i did at raffles palce..

so long for now.. well blog again..

Special post!!

2008-06-26T20:33:00.007+08:00

yoyo!! i know tt it's not to the end of the month yet.. but y am i posting?? hahas.. cos got sth to share lah.. hahas.. sth reali special.. i tink is call the special edition.. =P jux reutrn from SJAB NCO camp abt a wk ago.. and there are some "special" moments tt we captured during our camp.. see below.. hahas.. (ooooo.. and we camp in BHSS.. so some of the scenes look pretty familiar.. hehe..)

see how tired they are..pls close ur mouth.. i tink i saw sth went in.. hehe.. jkjk..

ooo.. and those are not taken by me.. is by someone else.. hahas..

hey dere!! wake up!! arent u suppose to guard the door instead of sleeping?? hehe..

look how lovely are those two boys.. having candle light lunch??

sadly.. we didnt manage to have the reali campfire at nite.. so we had a mini one.. =p thanx to ben poh.. hahas.. though is a illegal one.. =0

hey y some of u look as if u're in coffee shop.. OMG!!

spot the 3 instructors sitting at the mac table?? look reali carefully and u'll see ATIF!! hahas.. the guy tt MIA for quite sometime.. hehe.. but still manage to get him back.. hahas..

wanted to upload more pics.. but.. dunno y.. somehow i cant upload.. i'll try to upload more the nxt time round.. so ppl enjoy these for the time being..

late posting.. :P sorrie..

2008-06-09T19:57:00.007+08:00

hihi.. i'm back.. got miss me?? hehe.. okieokie.. some ppl is gonna whack me up again.. cos she reminded me again and again.. but i till todae den blog.. hehe.. my fault my fault.. but i reali veri busy mahx.. before we continue.. show all of u a clip.. hope tt u guyx can view.. lol..

quite cutee rite?? wanna guess who is the uncle in the behind scene?? is one of the junior from bhss lah.. is marvin.. ermx.. not tt shao's marvin.. is another marvin.. quite shocking when he willing to help us out lor.. hahas.. the uncle's voice sounds younger den mine sia.. OMO.. how can like tt sia.. but no choice lah.. cos we running out of time for our presentation lor.. hahas.. initially wanna ask tony for help.. but he got COMT.. cant help out.. den he ask me to ask marvin for help.. and marvin agreed to help me out lor.. hehe.. veri kind of them rite?? hahas..

jux ended my papers last wk.. all of them sux.. cos is either too tough or not enough time to finish.. sick sia.. but mircle.. i spoke to ahem tis few days.. it's making me feel high.. hehe.. omo.. he havent been toking to me lor.. but recently.. HAHAHAHA!! so high so high.. hehe.. for the next following 2 weeks.. i'm gonna be so busy.. hehe.. meeting.. gatherings.. campings.. outings.. omg.. fainting sia.. how can it be.. so many thing at one go.. ooo.. plus tuition.. i forgotte.. money for me to go overseas.. hehe.. china.. so looking forward to it sia.. hehe.. finally i got a chance to go overseas wif my frenx.. :P hehe..

saturday.. i meet up wif meiling.. at marina.. she meet me so super early.. cos later after tt she have to go celebrate her fwen b'dae.. so bad rite.. haix.. but okie lah.. she return frm japan.. brought me some gifts.. and my pressies.. hehe.. b'dae pressies.. cos my b'dae fall on a sch reopen.. so she cant make it.. so she give me her pressie first.. and it turn out to be a ..

turtle plush toy.. cutee rite?? from tt dae on.. tt plush toy is on my bed.. part of my bed too.. hehe.. love it sia.. hahas.. but sadly.. my bdae tis year no one can reali celebrate wif me.. haix.. but i guess tt's wat i have to get used to in the future.. hahas..

yesterday.. i went to ECP.. for tis stupid passion run thingy.. woke up at 5 in the morning.. left hse at ard 530.. reach ECP ard 6+.. and the worst thing is tt the race i participate in start at 815.. pathetic rite?? i agree myself lor.. aft tt.. i went to my dad's company's family dae.. wen till ard 1445.. den went to sembawang.. and i have a super early dinner lor.. how early?? i had my dinner at 1600.. early rite?? for me super lor.. and finally.. i return home.. reach home ard 5+ in the evening.. super tired lor.. den cannot tahan.. go to bed.. slp slp slp.. ard 1030 in the nite den wake up.. hehe.. everybody slping le.. and i jux woke up.. hehe.. after tt.. i cant slp.. den finally i get into bed at ard 1+ tis morning..

den slp till ard 10 den wake up.. hehe.. tt's all super tired liao le.. gtg bed slp le.. nitex.. hehe.. will blog soon!! i'll try to be on time in the future.. :P

sorrie for posting late.. hahas

2008-05-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

I'm back.. hahas.. ps.. i know i veri long (or should i sae super long) neva blog le.. hahas.. lots of ppl tell me the same thing.. but i don find lots of time to blog.. hehe.. some may know why.. hahas.. main reason is.. i'm watching dramas most of the time.. hehe.. u know.. me.. got lots of dramas to catch de.. though i'm having my hols (which jux ended like 3 weeks ago).. but during the hols.. i'm not like sitting at home doing nothing lorx.. i cook.. i clean.. i play.. i work out.. so.. i'm not idling ard smacking flies.. hahas..

well.. tis hols.. quite a boring one.. i didnt work much.. but i did look for jobs.. call up companies.. but end up.. i still stay at home and learn how to be a 'housewife'.. hahas.. so.. cant imagine.. OMG.. hate tt most man.. hahas.. but got no choice.. dont stay at home means i have to go out.. have to go out means i have to spend $$.. having to spend $$ means i'll declare bankrupcy soon.. hahas.. wuen yin should understand wat i mean.. hahas.. cos we worked hard for it and it ended up no where to be seen in a speed of light.. hahas..

plus.. i'm trying to get myself a perfume (lulu © Paris).. hahas.. i finally got it lor.. wah.. cant imagine how happy am i man.. hahas.. jux love the way it smells.. hahas.. den.. sch starts.. something go on the way them should.. but somethings jux happen at the wrong timing.. wrong place.. hahas.. anyway.. on the 14 May.. sch starts.. as usual.. got some stupid tok.. den got something wif regards to the China trip from august to october.. i wanted to go.. but hesitate.. cos no female frenx going.. so if i go alone.. weird.. hahas.. so hesitate for quite sometime..

on tt same mon.. i met up wif shermin and meiling to go mediacrop to watch tt "U ARE THE ONE".. meiling got her fren to make the tickets.. hahas.. she veri pro rite.. hahas.. cos she's meiling mahx.. hahas.. we alighted at the wring bus stop.. gotta take bus back.. and den walk up(or i should sae.. we ran up tt stupid hill instead).. luckily midway.. we spotted a taxi.. fear tt we're late.. we took the taxi up.. the driver sae.. veri near oni mahx.. y take taxi.. we're all like.. 'LATE LIAO LE UNCLE.. SO WE TAKE TAXI..' the uncle.. veri cute.. he laugh tgt wif us.. hahas..

the following mon.. tt cher in-charge of the china so happen to drop by our class.. so ruiping.. aishah and i got the form frm him.. we discuss whether to go or not.. but end up.. one aishah and me submit the form.. ruiping miss home.. scared lappy spoil.. but nvm lah.. don wan to force her against her will.. hahas.. i hope tt we can make to t china this time round.. is the one and only chance where i can have a special memory wif my real close frenx in poly.. hahas.. so looking forward to it man..

and todae.. haix.. super big bad news for me.. i receive a call frm tt tuition agency.. she call me and ask if i wanna tuition a kiddo.. pri 5.. teach her maths.. i said okie.. but i forget tt i have to got the china trip thingy.. so wen i call back tt Irene.. she sae cannot.. she'll lose $$.. but i tink.. the most i can teach the gal is oni abt a month or so.. cos if reali i got confirmed.. i oso cannot teach long.. hahas.. but she tell me to inform her 2 wks b4 i leave.. so i okie lor.. anyway.. one month.. i can earn extra $$ to go china.. hahas.. so clever of me.. BUT.. the parent of the kid.. set lots of rules for me.. she sae wat cannot last min cancel.. cannot tis.. cannot tt.. so many rules.. i go dere teach her kid lehx.. not to stay wif her for life nehx.. veri nonsense rite?? i felt tt too.. hehe.. so feel like i digging my own grave.. hahas.. which ever.. i'm not gonna accept anymore of these till i'm free.. hahas.. good luck to me for the next few months man.. ppl.. pray for me!!! hahas.. will blog again soon.. don miss me so much.. hahas..

HOLIDAYS!!!!

2008-03-25T19:08:00.002+08:00

finally!! hols arrived.. ermx.. actually.. it started long time ago.. hahas.. well.. done quite alot for tis hols.. hahas.. interview.. cold calling.. rotting.. playing.. gatherings.. hahas..

still got one veri impt thing.. meetings.. say it is impt.. but in the end still got ppl over sleep.. still ask me why i neva ask his mom to wake him up?! veri funny hor.. but not my responsibility to wake ppl up mahx.. correcto?? (*agree!! agree!!*) hahas..

well.. tis hols counted as not too bad de liao le.. no nd to work for the whole hols.. den still can earn a few bucks.. a few experiences.. can have fun.. hmmmm.. i don tink can find such hols liao le.. hahas.. went for several interviews.. either i've got turned down by them.. or i turn them down.. muhahahahaha.. me veri picky rite?? but i dont intent to work tis hols anyway.. but under my mom's nagging and irritation.. i tot working in the IT show will be gd enough for me alr.. but it seems to me tt the luck wasnt by my side.. i didnt managed to work in the show.. sad for me.. but it wasnt for long.. the veri gd friend of mine.. ms woo.. she got us a job.. but we didnt work for long.. 4 daes.. and.... poof!! we vanished.. due to some reasons tt both of us know.. but not willing to reveal.. but tis 4 daes.. it wasnt easy for us.. hahas.. wuen yin should know y.. hahas.. tired.. but we had fun too.. am i rite ms woo?? hahas..

hard work is one thing.. after all the hard work.. it's time for sonething calllllll FUN!! having fun is gd.. help relax and balance life.. not too stress.. but we oso stressed ourselves up during our fun time.. cos... we wanna be back home before clock strikes 9 p.m... hahas.. we wanna catch our drama.. hahas.. so we eat super fast.. cos wuen spent quite sometime on her jeans.. but in the end.. still did managed to get.. haix..

work.. meeting.. and gathering.. hahas.. todae.. a couple of us meet up for a little badminton session.. shao.. marvin.. jj.. ash.. kok tong.. and MEEEEE of course.. hahas.. although i didnt managed to hang ard veri long wif them.. but i still like tt feeling.. is great to know tt all these chaps are doing veri well.. since we got into polys.. we seldom have the time to meet up wif them.. even though we are in the same poly.. wanna meet up wif these ppl.. have to make appointment wif them first.. hahas.. annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddddd.. this thurs.. am going to wuen yin hse to rot tgt wif her.. hahas.. we so gd rite.. hahas..

Saturday..

2008-02-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

HIIIII!! I'm back.. finally.. hahas.. wondering what am i up to recently rite?? hahas.. or maybe not.. hahas.. CNY jux past.. well.. tis year CNY.. not as wonderful as i expected.. quite boring.. hahas.. reali hope that nxt year CNY.. got someone to accompany me.. hahas.. jux someone.. someone who.. hmmm.. reali cares.. reali like to joke ard wif me.. could cheer me up.. hahas.. a little too over rite?? hahas.. i know i know.. i suppose if either of my parents saw this.. i tink i wont have a peaceful day and nite for a couple of weeks.. hahas.. but isnt it great?? hahas.. how good to have such a new year resolution.. hahas.. well.. i jux started my hols recently.. quite boring.. but i suppose i don wanna look for jobs.. i jux hope to slack at home.. but no job.. no income.. no income.. cannot go shopping.. no shopping.. no new clothings.. no new clothings.. not nice at all.. hahas.. wat a chain effect.. i tink all gals might suffer the same fate as i do bah.. hahas.. tt doesnt mean i reali do nothing during the hols.. i done lots of think.. lots of reading.. lots of watching too.. hahas.. i watch drama online.. korean dramas.. taiwan dramas.. japanese dramas.. aft watching all those different dramas.. i tink u guyx will tink tt i'm nuts.. i always hope tt wateva happen in the show will happen to ppl ard me in the real life.. but den.. tinking back.. that is quite possible.. wateva happen in the drama can happen in real life too but oni wen all of us are willing to give a little more love and happiness.. showing a little more kindness.. care and concern to the rest ard us.. all these are possible..
but reality is always so cruel to us.. most of us juding each other but their appearence.. but what abt making the effort to get to know the person a little better?? is always the case whereby we befriend a person at the first look.. den we accept the person for who they are.. an example is where by there are 2 gals and a guy are waiting for the bus at the bus stop.. one of the gal is slim and tall.. but she isnt good looking.. other one is a little plump.. and short.. yet she is veri pretty.. well.. the guy is of average look.. which gal do u think the guy will approach?? at one look.. the guy will flirt with the gal who is plump and short looking.. but shouldnt he get to know both gals first before making a decision?? obiviously he did not make a effort to do so.. everyone has different characteristics.. y couples break up so easily nowadays?? cos aft marriage they realised tt the other party's characteristics are not as what they expect them to be.. appearence maybe important.. by the character is veri important as well.. (all this are wat i feel at tis point of time..)
i reali wonder wat ppl are thinking nowadays.. hahas.. toking too much of things that are too solemn.. too much of my personal opinion too.. ppl who are attached may not agree to wat i say.. but ppl who are unattached might agree wif me.. okie.. wateva the case is i don care.. hahas.. is all on personal point of view..
jux b4 the study break starts.. i started an alumni in NP.. is meant for all the ex-balestierians who entered NP.. cool rite.. hahas.. i suppose so..so looking forward to tis coming wed.. cos we going to bhss.. hahas.. going to meet all my juniors..wif the rest too..

new me.. new thing happen..

2008-01-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

last sundae.. went into malaysia.. for the sake of my hair to be blended into the new year festival.. hahas.. cut+highlight+treatment and most importantly.. is at REDS!! hahas.. and i oni pay $100 RM.. cool rite?? i know.. hahas.. den i go sch.. well.. feeling a little weird.. hahas.. but doesnt matter.. cos as long as it's nice can le.. hahas.. and ppl did sae it's nice wah.. hahas.. but a little regret tt i didnt highlight it purple.. now.. i wonder wat will the bhss teacher comment.. hmmm.. hahas.. so sad.. didnt managed to show it to the ex-balestierians.. on the tues COMT lesson.. my cher likes my hair.. wat a wonder.. and she wanted to go to where i got my hair done.. MALAYSIA!!

on the same tues.. is the most "memorable" day i even had man.. who can imagine.. a gal like me.. usually reach home before 10 at night (except for tt countdown).. to be home slightly b4 12 mdn.. so not like me lor.. well.. i went to have fun outside.. jkjk.. frm the time i ended sch (tt's ard 3..) till 1030+.. i'm in sch wif ruiping.. asraf.. aishah.. and gy.. the most poor thing guy.. cos his lappy got robbed.. poor thing rite.. and the assignment is due tis morning.. luckily.. he got mapped his work onto the network drive.. else i tink his LAZY members will all put the blame on him again.. wat can he do.. not tt he wish tt to happen.. he got no choice.. my grp pity him.. so we lend him one of our lappy lor.. den rui ping's and asraf's lappy used for assignment.. den mine.. haix.. used for recreation purpose.. hahas.. for them to play games.. den used for usability testing.. hahas.. the best lappy.. but almost to the end.. my lappy hang.. den thanx to asraf and gy.. they undo tis delete tt.. den now.. my lappy weird weird de.. and den.. desktop blank blank de.. WTH!! but nvm.. the important documents neva go missing.. else.. i'm so gonna hate the both of them for the rest of my life.. not even till the day i graduate frm NP.. hahas.. jkjk.. but will i reali do tt?? i dunno.. reali depends on my mood.. hahas..

den reached home.. clean up.. see the assignment again.. see got any big big mistake or not.. see see see till 130+ tis morning.. den fast fast go bed.. cos nd to meet the gy at 8.. and b4 i went off.. i reminded him not to be late.. den i go to bed.. hope to get enough rest.. den wake up bathe.. drink milk.. den.. CHIONG TO NP.. but wen i reach downstairs.. i tot i still got enough time.. so i ask my ma to bring my specs down for me.. but den wen i reach the bus stop.. i realised tt i'm going to be veri veri super duper late..

jux as i was alighting the bus gy sms me.. WAT THE!? he reach the sch liao.. and he got lesser slping time den me.. =.= how can sia.. den got no choice.. cos i miss the bus.. i made him wait for me at the bus stop for half an hour.. so paiseh.. hahas.. :P den i reached.. he sms me again.. cos he wanna go to lib to slp.. hahas.. while waiting for me he slping in the bus stop.. hahas.. too tired liao.. hahas.. but i reached le.. i fast fast reply him.. hahas.. luckily he havent go to lib yet.. he at cheers oni.. lucky lucky.. den both of us go the sq @31.. frm 830 sit sit sit till 1345.. den go class.. wah.. the worst time we had.. go damn early jux to submit tt stupid assignment.. but frm this.. i find myself pro sia.. hahas.. jkjk.. wait for the rest to join me for the BIS project lor.. but poor gy has to team up wif his hands and brain in order to produce the work (in other words.. he solo the work..)..

wahaha.. went gym wif aishah todae.. though we spent lots of time looking and asking for a 50 cent coin (which is quite weird..).. cos our dearest aishah.. forgot abt the 5o cent coin is needed for the locker.. and wen ruiping delivered one to us.. she place it into the wrong slot.. ZOMG!! so we're stuck in the locker room asking for another 5o cent coin.. luckily tis gal came into sight at the most critical moment and saved lots of our time.. thanx god.. den we process to the station..
as the first timer.. of cos i nd an expert to guide me along.. and the expert is AISHAH.. *appluse pls* hahas.. she teach me how to use..

den so fast.. time up.. i nd to rush down to chinatown for an interview.. hahas.. and i wasted another half an hour dere.. cos the in-charge.. forgotten all abt the interview.. *fainting soon* i've got no other choice.. i wandered ard chinatown.. looking at some small small shop.. walk street by street.. trying to waste my time in a more meaningful manner.. looking for bdae pressies for my sis.. but unsuccessful attempts.. hahas.. reach home late again.. haix..

Happie New Year!!!

2008-01-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2007, Welcome 2008!! HAPPIE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! last nite was the most wonderful nite we ever have.. we actually went all the way to esplanade to join the crowd.. countdown and squeeze like sardine.. the place was flood wif bangalas too.. hahas..

initially.. all of us met up at city hall interchange control station.. let's see.. wuen and e-lynn arrived first.. followed by me.. den lingx fren, kar yee.. followed by kar yee's fren, zhi hao.. we headed for nyny.. nearest.. den alex called saying tt he'll be joining us for dinner.. who knows to our surprise.. marvin and shaoting turn up too.. as usual.. shermin was late and so is yuyan.. b4 we even started.. a couple (i wont name them.. people who were wif us earlier on in tt evening will know who i'm referring to..) slipped off.. tt act of theirs' spoilt my mood.. argh!! luckily.. later on we received a call frm shermin saying tt ms lim buk lan will be joining us.. we order whole lot of food and we share.. well people frm the other table couldnt finish the food.. so sad.. my effort being a butcher was gone.. but tt veri nite i realised tt i've got a great potential being a butcher.. haha we have lots of fun in the restaurant.. oh.. i saw hui qi's classmate too.. but due to stm.. i forgotten his name.. oppsy.. hahas.. we took picts as to alex's request.. hahas..

den we proceeded to esplanade.. at tt point of time the whole grp of ppl left wif meiling.. wuen yin.. shermin.. kar yee.. zhi hao.. e-lynn.. and her beau.. and me.. wow.. lots of ppl.. we walk (in fact we squeezed) through the crowd.. and thanx to meiling we got a spot.. not too bad a spot.. but ppl ard jux couldnt stand still.. e-lynn wasnt feeling well at tt point of time.. so she left wif her beau.. as the time coming close to 12.. lots of ppl jux try to squeeze through.. but lucky there was a guy wif us.. tt bangala behind me.. hands jux don keep still and keep pushing forward.. den i nearly fell.. lucky he helped meiling and i.. so paiseh.. he and tt bangala nearly quarrel.. damn scary can.. aiyo.. 5min b4 countdown start.. we make our way behind.. hahas.. try to go out.. hahas.. 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... and HAPPIE NEW YEAR!! den we are like go go go.. fast fast fast.. zhi hao was in front.. so he lead the way.. den somehow we got jam somewhere.. den i was telling shermin.. if i let go my hand she jux continue moving on.. somewhat tt cute guy standing beside me wearing a green-stripped singlet talk to me.. he said 后面有你不想看到的人.. i turn back den behind me got tis bangala guy looking at me.. den i wonder again how he know.. is he talking to me?? or some other ppl?? he continued saying, 如果他敢动你，你告诉我。我帮你hoot他。i was stun.. huh?? if tt bangala touch me.. he gonna beat tt bangala up for me?? OMG!! so unbelievable.. hahas.. his friends in front was like screaming to the back say let us go first.. and he practically pushing us in front of him.. how on earth can a guy be so nice to a total stranger.. i thought guy of such type died long time ago.. hahas..after tt jam.. i immediately turn ard and thank them.. but was tt veri werid.. i dunno.. though was squeezy.. but i like tt feeling.. i'm not sure wat.. but it jux feel so rite.. hahas.. and wen it comes to a part where we have to crossed the road.. somehow zhi hao in front became behind me.. and wuen yin was in front.. den.. another turn.. i was leading the way and wuen yin was behind me.. huh.. tt was like so.. i duuno wat.. haix.. but tt nite was a great nite thanx to all who came tgt to make tis nite an enjoyable nite.. reali love all of u.. all my precious.. thank you.. thanx to the 2 new frenx of meiling's.. kar yee and zhi hao.. oh ya.. and tt cute guy and his friends too (even if i dunno their names).. hahas.. HAPPIE 2008 everyone!!

China trip..

2007-12-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

I'VE RETURN FROM CHINA!!! After a week spent in china.. kinda miss Singapore food.. eveyday eat some funny funny food over dere.. hahas.. still singapore the best.. but i still prefer the temperature over at china.. veri cooling..

this was taken at the Shanghai airport on the veri 1st day..

outside harbin airport..

our first meal in china..

waiting to go in..

still at the enterance..

the place where we see the snow sculptures..

the sculpture behind me was on the local newspaper tt veri day.. wahahaha..

the machine behind is to produce fake snow..

my dad and i.. but the main purpose is tt little deer behind.. hahas..

workers still working on the sculptures..

a different view of these sculptures in the nite..

ice sculpture.. the only one with the olympic logo..

tt was the tallest ice sculpture in the whole exhibit..

see the beautiful lighting behind?? so romantic lor..

my hand kana bitten.. hahas.. jking..

random post..

me = ice sculpture behind me..

it was kinda snowing.. but was actually made by my cousins and sisters..

us on the horse sledge..

tt was an eagle.. on a piece of wood..

the fire-cracker tt we put on chrismas.. tt scene was the most beautiful ever.. but tt smell was the stinkest and poisonous ever.. hahas..

all of us following mao ze dong sir.. hahas..

us going for lunch on the last 2nd day.. and we're veri lucky tt it was snowing on tt day.. it snowed the while dae.. can see a little white spots on us.. tt's the snow..

these photo are not all tt i've got.. i've got tons of it in the cam.. but if i load all up tt'll take me year to do so.. enjoy the photos..

brand new me..

2007-11-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

well todae i went down to bishan.. cos my manager Ruben want to see regarding the mystery audit thingy.. well not bcos i did extremely well.. is the opposite.. i failed tt audit thingy.. 64/100.. most ppl will sae tt is a pass wat.. but tt stupid passing grade is actually 80/100.. stupid rite?? i think so too.. after he preach at me for like 45 mins.. he ask me wat is he suppose to do to me?? how would i noe.. i might be on duty on tt dae.. but i can hardly rmb wat happen tt dae.. u noe.. sat.. peak period.. how possible i go rmb everyone's stuff.. tt could likely happen if i've got a super-duper gd memory lah.. den he sae he got 2 choices for me.. 1. go to holland village for a month of training session.. which tt is highly impossible.. cos i don wan to get myself kill dere by working so hard.. and chioce 2. he fired me.. he still explain to me tt didnt wanna fire me.. so he ask me to consider going holland village for training.. he still sae tt bcos of me more den half of the crew was sent to holland village for trianing.. tt means is my fault lah.. so he sae if no action is taken on me the whole shop will die in my hands.. so i give him my ans.. i tell him straight in the face tt i'm tendering my resignation.. he was like stunned.. cos i plan to quit anyway.. he sae he can temporary remove my name frm the roaster for the nxt 4 mths.. i sae no nid.. cos i plan to quit either todae or in 2 wks time.. i wasnt interested in his suggestions anyway.. working dere is like killing my brain cells.. i filled in the resignation letter and i left.. wat for staying dere any longer for.. i'll go back again.. but as a customer.. not working dere doesnt mean tt i don have $$ to pay for their ice-cream.. i left quick of course.. i don want to see any of the staffs wen i leave cos i'll cry.. hahas..

den after.. i went in to malaysia.. i got my hair cut.. as i want a new hairstyle.. i sat in the salon for a few hrs till my butt hurts.. i got hair treatment.. got my hair cut.. tok to the hair dresser.. and went for lunch.. i went to eat marybrown.. yummy.. den i went back to Singapore.. i was stuck in the jam on the way back.. for ard 35 mins.. finally got to singapore.. took the express bus to bugis dere have my dinner.. den i'm here.. in front of my com.. hahas..

feelings-ful

2007-11-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

so damn angry wif myself todae.. i dunno y.. but some times i reali feel tt i jux a piece of junk living on the Earth wasting it's resources..*pull hair pull hair* living in the world is reali hard.. everything oso veri hard.. hard to study.. hard to work.. hard to travel.. hard to do thing i reali want.. hard to fulfil dreams.. even want to die oso hard.. y izt so hard.. i jux wanna be a simple gal living a simple life.. is tt veri hard to fulfil too?? facing the real world is a real challenge.. facing my frenz.. families.. colleagues.. everyone.. facing all of the ppl i mention above reali give me lots of stress.. in front of all them i mux oni carry a smile on my face.. but who reali noes how i feel inside of me?? everybody expect me to understand them.. treating them even better.. but who can understand me?? got problems?? joyce may be the first name they can think of.. cos i'm someone tt is worry-free.. but how do they noe?? mux be thinking y i dont tell all of the ppl rite?? but even if i tell them wat can they do?? they have their own problem to bother.. who will have the time to notice me?? wen they have problems.. they'll have a shoulder to cry on.. no matter who.. no matter if they have a beau.. or if their beau is wif them.. cos i'll always be there for all of them.. is a promise tt i've made to them.. but who's there for me?? there wasnt a shoulder for me to lean on and cry.. u may think tt all this is wat i deserve rite?? but to me i tink i shouldnt give others trouble.. cos i'm lucky enough..

but how long can a person last?? wif all the problems kept to urself?? moreover i'm a gal.. i may look strong on the outside.. but my internal world in brittle.. ppl jux hurt me without knowing.. some nights i sleep wif tears.. but how many of those ppl who sae they know me quite well noes tt?? all i can sae is.. u don noe me at all.. i may appear wif a smile on my face but tt doesnt mean tt i am reali happy.. frm young i am known to ppl as a happie go lucky gal.. worry-free.. always laughing.. always happie.. but i always keep things to myself.. i jux feel tt i might be too much a burden to some ppl tt's y i rather keep all the thing i noe to myself.. wen my heart is bleeding how many knows?? less than 2.. haix..

i think i've tok too much on my own personal feelings.. let me think if i've got sth happie to tok abt.. hmmm.. well todae i've got IS.. i went to sch.. while waiting for my fwen to come.. i saw 3 ppl.. one of them is yuyan.. but i neva call her.. cos u noe.. whenever she saw she cant control herself.. everytime she will jump on me.. and she will start being veri whinny.. which is like so not her lor.. but wen i think back.. i think the oni person who will like her for who she is will oni be meng hwee.. hahas.. dunno do he still have any feeling for her.. actually.. she should count herself lucky.. cos not everyone like the way her work or she reacts wif the problems she is facing.. she should learn to appreciate meng hwee.. now tt both of them is studying in different sch.. is so hard for them to meet up.. how i wish someday she will realise the exsitence of meng hwee.. other den yuyan.. i saw jj too.. but not tt i saw him lah.. i saw waiting for my fwen.. and she's late.. i've got nothing to do.. so i sat dere listened to my music and daze lor.. he walk past me den he waved at me.. i tio shock.. i tot who the heck was tt.. hahas.. i guess the other time i sae he for being not friendly tt's y he waved to me todae.. hahas.. and the veri veri last person i met was someone tt i don wish to see the most.. seeing him=unlucky 2 wks.. suai arh.. of all ppl i see him.. and u noe wat color shirt he wear?? a red color shirt.. wah.. tt's like veri eye catching lor.. tt's y i spotted him.. hahas..

HOW I HATE THIS!!! I'M A GAL TOO!!!!!!!

2007-11-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

time reali pass tt fast.. it's been more than a mth since i first step into haagen dazs.. times i have dere quite fun.. but the most unexpected is going to happen soon.. i've got this feeling tt situation will happen frm the day i got my job..

i rmb in my previous posting i did mention tt i'm in love wif one of the guy.. but..

to tt guy i've memtioned: recently.. i found out tt i'm oni ur backup.. someone tt allows u to fall back on.. tt hurts me wen the news come to me.. no one will exactly noe how i feel.. frm the start i didnt plan to hide my feelings.. i've been truthful to u.. trying my best to love u.. but.. but u're so temperate towards me.. u could be so caring towards me at a moment.. but the nxt moment.. u're so cold towards me.. when u nd my comfort to cover ur emptiness in ur heart.. u'll treat me so well.. if not.. u'll treat me as though nothing has happen.. well.. i'm a gal too.. i might look as if i could handle everything even if the sky falls.. but who noes how am i in the inside.. i might break down if this goes on.. i'm a gal!! i nd to be loved, pampered and cared too.. tis relationship is too hard for me to cling and continue.. i'm not a tool tt could b used over and over again to cover u emptiness.. i hate to sae tis.. but for now.. i've gotta go my own way.. i nd to be alone for a period of time.. tis may take a year or two.. during tis period of time.. it might be hard for me to walk alone.. but isnt tis better den both of us(.. or i should sae me )to be struggling in tis agony.. u may feel nothing.. but i still have to tell u tt i'm sorrie....... frm now onwards till the nxt time we meet..(or maybe not..) i'l try to avoid meeting u as much as i did in the past.. actually.. thinking back.. i guess it wasnt too bad too for u and serene to get tgt.. both of u made a perfect couple... i truly give u two my blessings..

i guess i feel a little better after getting tis matter off my chest.. but i still feel a little upset.. but wat can i do.. tt's my fate i guess.. others can sae lots abt how cutee they feel i am.. they can flirt wif me.. but wound still takes time to recover.. as i've injred sooooo deeply.. i guess tis might take months or even year for me to recover.. wat to do.. i'm always a fool when it comes to relationship..

A Dream Too Sweet To Be Awaken..

2007-10-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hols are over.. Tt's a fact tt cant be changed.. But the times i had during the hols were fantastic.. Tt's a fact tt will neva change too.. Too many thing happen during the hols.. Good times and bad times.. But 99.99999999999999% are good times..

During this whole hols of course i worked my life out.. Holding on to a few jobs at the same time.. Lots of ppl thought tt wat i did was COOL.. A few jobs at the same time.. Actually i thought tt it was cool too.. hehe.. But den the most interesting part was tt i made lots of friends.. But a small portion of them i dunno them.. Surprising rite?? Gosh!! U mux be thinking how tis gal can get so bold.. Hahas.. But i myself dunno too.. They jux appear and talk a whole lot of crap and den disappear.. Hahas.. Den some even appear and sae they got a crush on me (Tt's oni a couple of them).. The rest are friends tt gotta noe wen i work..

Mostly came frm Haagen Dazs (Bishan).. My first few days dere wasnt veri nice.. Cos new to the place.. But den a few days later i got used to it veri fast.. Had lots of fun dere.. Noe lots of new friends.. Some of them we can even gossip.. Some of them veri charming.. Some veri helpful.. There're some tt are funny too.. Now i've got to noe Mich, Ying Rui, Annabel, Siva, Chirs, Kev, Angie, Serene, Jolene, Jean, Ida, Feeqa, and many many more..

But the ppl i'll rmb most are Mich and Chirs.. Mich is a veri interesting gal.. She and her bf.. Both of them though were tgt.. But they dont seems to be like tt veri close kinda couple.. Hehe.. But i guess Jerome is a veri gd guy.. If not Ying Rui and I will kick him off Singapore.. Hahas.. Joking oni.. Chirs aka Ah Jie.. Tt guy initially veri fierce.. But then long liao he always make fun of me.. :( He always call me Ah Jie.. But he guy Jie i gal Jie.. He always work kitchen seldom see him work floor.. The oni time he work floor was the previous Sun.. Cos he working wif me.. He can sae stick to me the whole of my shift.. Ask me funny funny questions.. How to ans sia.. But alrite lah.. Cos he's caring, humourous, loving, young, charming and many many more.. Cant list all rite?? If not all go aft him.. Hahas.. But best of all.. With him i can totally forget abt tt guy by the name of YZ.. Even todae i saw him in sch i no longer have tt feel which i used to have for him any more.. YAY for me!! Finally i can go to sch peacefully without worrying abt his presence in class.. COS NOW I'VE GOT SOMEONE TT I REALI REALI LIKE TO BE WITH.. Is soooooooo nice with Chris around.. I can be so relaxed.. Thanx to him.. But Chirs is going NS soon.. But time past quickly.. I'll get a chance to meet him soon too..

FEEL SO BLESSED..:)

K.O.!! Finally!!!

2007-08-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

For the past few days(or perhaps weeks)... He has been showing me ATTITUDE!! Maybe that's bcos i saw that "thingy"(actually is a jinx of mine).. He is so caring toward me in the first few days then he ignore me.. Being cold towards me.. Worst.. One of my papers i totally could not concentrate.. He is physically so near to me but i feel tt we're so for apart.. I dunno why.. I dont have the courage to go up to him and ask.. All i can do is to keep my mind as far away frm thinking him as possible..

On Mon, i have not choice but to see him.. Tues, i don get a chance to see him cos i had yoga and i'm not sure abt his.. Wed!! i went out wif my friends and don get a chance to think of him plus i got a japan gal here.. Yesterday in the morning, i was busy with i dunno wat too.. At nite we got a farewell dinner and sent those jap ppl off.. Consoling ppl.. Tt's the first time i saw guys cry, a triangle love and a sweet little couple saying "I LOVE YOU" wif a glass in between them.. And totally had no time to think ab him or let my mind wonder off.. Hehe.. But i feel so sad for tt couple tt drama dere.. Cos the guy will b in jap and tt gal will have to remain in Sing as here's where she belongs to.. Hope tt their love will last longer till the day when they got a chance to meet each other again(But tt seldom happen cos.. not even between Singaporeans.. So is quite impossible for a japanese guy and a singapore gal.. haix.. So sad!!)..

Jux i thought everything is going back to it's original place.. The sight of him prove me wrong.. TOTALLY WRONG.. WAT A TERRIBLE MISTAKE.. The time not seeing him makes me fall even deeper into the trap tt emotions have set up.. How sad.. I had my maths paper todae.. But he is always within my vision.. ARHHHHHH.. Y always like tt?? i oso dunno.. All i knew was to complete the paper asap before my mind could wander off again.. Hehe.. :p Well.. my paper wasnt tt bad afterall.. Wen i thought it was the end of our private conversation.. HE TURNED ARD.. I was very very very shock.. Dunno wat to do.. O.O Though the conversation is a pretty short one.. He questioned i answered.. I questioned he answered.. Tt's all.. But i was quite contented.. Hehe.. (Wat a me so easily got contented.. :p) But i don expect him to ask me abt the previous papers tt we have gone through.. He ask loads of questions and i gave loads of answers.. Tt wasnt like him.. I hope tt i didnt give myself away.. Hehe..

How i wish everyday was like todae.. Hahas.. Wat a nice way to end the hectic weekday.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... :p

Deaf Cher!!!! Stressing throat!!!

2007-07-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

My throat has been irritating me for days!! On the tues, i had to do a little drama with my korean buddy huiqi.. That was quite lucky as i need not strain my throat to speak loudly for the whole class to hear..

But todae's presentation was as lucky as i thought.. That teacher-in-charged of my is a little deaf (or should i sae he's alr deaf??).. I didnt expect myself to raise my voice with that sore i had.. BUT every sentence i said tt DEAF teacher of mine will add a "HUH?!" to end my sentence.. That really aggitates me.. How much more did he expect me to raise my voice?? I was already try my every best to speak with whatever energy i had.. The student from the other end of the classroom can hear me and yet the teacher was like jux rite behind me.. AND HE CANT HEAR ME?? THAT WAS LIKE OMG!!! i wasnt veri far away from him as compared to my friend..

At the end of the presentation it got my throat worst.. I think I'll have to thanx him for all the hard time he gave me and my throat.. How i wish that i can claimed all my medical fees that i've spent on the throat from the teacher of mine.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! How I wish that he'll vanished frm my life for the nxt 3 yrs.. But i noe for a fact that it is immpossible..

Luck?? No Luck??

2007-07-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 wks after i last saw him.. My luck have been down since den.. Triped and fall.. Failing for tests.. Late for lessons.. Forgotten to bring things.. And many many many more things.. Too long to be even listed.. Jux as i thought tt my luck was turning good.. The worst is still line-up behind.. OMG!! When i reached home.. Iwas summoned by my mother with regards to my allowance.. Oh Shit!! The news came to me was too shocking.. I couldnt believe what I've heard from her.. My allowance was reduced.. OMG!! How can she do this to me?? With the previous amount she gave me wasnt enough at all and now she said tt she wants to reduce my allowance?! WTH.. I was totally stunned..