For the past few days(or perhaps weeks)... He has been showing me ATTITUDE!! Maybe that's bcos i saw that "thingy"(actually is a jinx of mine).. He is so caring toward me in the first few days then he ignore me.. Being cold towards me.. Worst.. One of my papers i totally could not concentrate.. He is physically so near to me but i feel tt we're so for apart.. I dunno why.. I dont have the courage to go up to him and ask.. All i can do is to keep my mind as far away frm thinking him as possible..
On Mon, i have not choice but to see him.. Tues, i don get a chance to see him cos i had yoga and i'm not sure abt his.. Wed!! i went out wif my friends and don get a chance to think of him plus i got a japan gal here.. Yesterday in the morning, i was busy with i dunno wat too.. At nite we got a farewell dinner and sent those jap ppl off.. Consoling ppl.. Tt's the first time i saw guys cry, a triangle love and a sweet little couple saying "I LOVE YOU" wif a glass in between them.. And totally had no time to think ab him or let my mind wonder off.. Hehe.. But i feel so sad for tt couple tt drama dere.. Cos the guy will b in jap and tt gal will have to remain in Sing as here's where she belongs to.. Hope tt their love will last longer till the day when they got a chance to meet each other again(But tt seldom happen cos.. not even between Singaporeans.. So is quite impossible for a japanese guy and a singapore gal.. haix.. So sad!!)..
Jux i thought everything is going back to it's original place.. The sight of him prove me wrong.. TOTALLY WRONG.. WAT A TERRIBLE MISTAKE.. The time not seeing him makes me fall even deeper into the trap tt emotions have set up.. How sad.. I had my maths paper todae.. But he is always within my vision.. ARHHHHHH.. Y always like tt?? i oso dunno.. All i knew was to complete the paper asap before my mind could wander off again.. Hehe.. :p Well.. my paper wasnt tt bad afterall.. Wen i thought it was the end of our private conversation.. HE TURNED ARD.. I was very very very shock.. Dunno wat to do.. O.O Though the conversation is a pretty short one.. He questioned i answered.. I questioned he answered.. Tt's all.. But i was quite contented.. Hehe.. (Wat a me so easily got contented.. :p) But i don expect him to ask me abt the previous papers tt we have gone through.. He ask loads of questions and i gave loads of answers.. Tt wasnt like him.. I hope tt i didnt give myself away.. Hehe..
How i wish everyday was like todae.. Hahas.. Wat a nice way to end the hectic weekday.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... :p
